It's like fate.
We will meet someone we need to meet in our life at certain time.
We don't know is they passerby or the staying person,
until sometime in the future you realized, that person had left.
Realization might be late.
But it's okay, because when you finally realized,
the person is no more an important one to you.
It's an expiry date for everything
including the relationship between people.
Only when you are lucky enough,
the expiry date is on the day you died.
When one don't stay.
They don't mean to stay.
I know, let go of something you really love is hard.
but it is a torture when you forced things do not meant to be yours to stay.
To put it down somehow is better than always lifting
upset for a while is still better than to be tiring for a long time.
Yes yes, emotions can not be controlled,
I know, I understand, because me too. Being like that.
I always saying that I want to let go.
In facts I'm still holding it, maybe not tight, but still there in my hand.
I don't want to wait.
But I can't help.
I don't know how.
Well. Sem break is soon.
One Month time.
I hope it's enough for everything.
:)
